4 Days Before Christmas: Color

Red, Yellow, White, Green, Christmas is all about color. Isn’t it amazing though; that Christmas really isn’t about color. Everything is what is; and, what it isn’t.

Here’s what I mean.

RED: Blood of Jesus, Holly Berries, Rosey cheeks, fire
Yellow: Fire, Light, stars

Green: evergreen trees, Eternal connection to Jesus, endurance.

Black: dark, night, ending

White: Purity, renew, fire, snow

Live Life in Color 🎄❄️

Nova Namastè

5 Days Before Christmas: New Year’s Goals

I was just listening to Ms Zo’s TikTok live. She referenced a quote she recently heard.

It went like this:

” We judge others by their actions. We judge ourself by our thoughts.”

Isn’t that profound? Why is that?

Are our thoughts anymore damaging then our actions?

They’re less permanent; but, they are the loudest in our personal lives.

Do we do this because we only know our own thoughts, but, not necessarily those of others?

That could be the reason. On the contrary, though, we could judge ourselves based on our behavior, as we do others.

In the opposite side, do our thoughts and behaviors match? Sometimes, they should!

I felt this quote spoke about the human flaw, we are our own worst critics.

Something to work on next year.

With Love and Light,

Nova Namastè

6 Days Before Christmas: Reflecting

Is my life today, what I pictured it would’ve been, a year ago?

No. It’s more raw. It’s full of unexpected events that have taken me on this alter perspective journey.

My outlook on life is more excited, to meet the possibilities.
My anticipation for new adventures has risen significantly.

My belief in my ability to achieve a goal, is not only, present, but also, in the premature stages of solidification.

My Lizzie McGuire voice never fails to give me feedback, especially when I don’t want to hear it.
Spiritually, I’ve time traveled to different parts of my past, and saw it from a new angle.

I’ve met amazing people! Honestly, I don’t know how I never knew them before. They’re life changing, simply by being themselves.
I’ve learned more about the bones and joints of a vehicle.

I’ve accomplished 3 major 2022 New Years Resolutions.. though, one hasn’t panned out as I imagined.

I’ve felt deeper. I’ve succeeded greatly. I’ve sought help; and, I’ve been more intentional.

I watch a Youtuber, who strives to be 3% better every day. I’ve considered that greatly, as of lately.
I never want to die the exact same person as I was the day before.

There’s too many people to talk to, subjects to study, hobbies to try, and foods to taste. While there was significantly more change in what this year was vs what I imagined, I am deeply grateful.

Until next time,

Nova Namastè

7 Days Before Christmas: Lessons

What skills or lessons have you learned recently?

Lesson #1: Check your address BEFORE you submit an order. Otherwise, intimate body jewelry may land on the doorstep of an elderly lady.

Lesson #2: Before confidence can blossom a skill, perfection will kill all opportunities.

Lesson #3: Double check orders before buying; or else, you may end up with two of the same LOL doll.

Lesson #4: People who are dealing with heavy stuff (unalive stuff), will have signs of a destructive pattern. (not necessarily something new.. more of a confirmation.)

Lesson #5: In situations when someone is upset with me, I can differentiate where I am and am not in the wrong. Maturity has a way of building understanding.

Lesson #6: People who don’t understand there WILL be conflict between us ; but, so can be reconciliation… Aren’t my people.

Until next time,

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas 🎄❄️

Nova Namastè

One Week Till Christmas Eve

Last night, as if right on schedule, our power went out. It was around 10:30, so the entire apartment was black… Except one little light. A light that held more significance than any previous Christmas. Here, you can see the tree lights are off. The star, though, is battery operated.

Coincidence? I don’t think so.

Be the light in this dark world. ⭐

With Love and Light,

Nova Namastè

9 Days Before Christmas: I’m not Ok

I haven’t been..

I’ve done nothing today.

Didn’t attend my kids’ Christmas concert.

Didn’t pick up what I needed to at their school.

Slept for hours midday.

Avoided all my messages.


Questioned my ability to keep friends, let alone makes them.

Fought against this idea that I’m too complicated to befriend.

Refuse to reach out to an individual who has brought on so much grief for me.

Guh. We’ll have days like this, right?

I suppose some of this is my empathetic nature.

I’ve always taken on the energy of others.

I’ve always felt so deeply…

And the news lately, has been significantly heavy.

That’s without mentioning how difficult it is to hear of

unaliving oneself since I’ve delt with it in my personal life.

It never gets easier.

The grief never strings any less.

The devastation isn’t ever less.

Yeah, so today wasn’t a good day.

— Nova

10 Days Before Christmas: Dairy Queen & Jesus

First, let me show you how God showed himself to me, today. Only but 10 minutes ago, when I decided to share this personal experience with you, did the the gloomy and ugliness of Winter hang around. Suddenly, we have light.. explosion of warmth, serotonin, and beauty.

Roughly two and a half weeks ago, I screwed up my truck. It was already screwed up; but, you know.. it was one of those do the complete job or none at all stupid moments.
After a depressing trip to a car center, I returned home with a list of parts that MUST be fixed first. One step forward, leads to two steps back.

Feeling completely defeated, I took to BookFace (If you read this, and think of Dear Momma Tot, you’re my tribe!!). I needed to handle this situation; after all, I created the mess. During this time of parts shopping (my very least favorite type of shopping!!), I decided my girls would start riding the bus. Now, momma bear was hesitant about this because I was concerned about bullying.

After the kids got off the bus, I decided we were going to go to the Dairy Queen. I had my car fixed enough; so , I wanted to go. I was craving their choco fudge. It’s amazing. We hadn’t been there in weeks. It was going to be an extra special treat.

As we tucked out ice cream and hot dogs, I turned left to head back home. This had been the furthest I’ve traveled from my apartment for some time.. I was a bit nervous about it. As I came down one particular street, something came over me. “This is the time to teach the girls about the real meaning of Christmas.” God said.

I heard Him loud and clear. It was so unexpected. The whole experience was surreal. The girls listened tentatively. They asked questions; and, I had answers. I didn’t expect the process to be as smooth and effortless, , accepting and understanding. Calandra said, “So where is Jesus now?”
I explained God and Jesus are in heaven. She followed with a list of who she knows that has died.

I explained, “Heaven is full of amazing people!”

The absolute best 💗

I’ll never forget this special ride.

Until next time,

Nova Namastè

12.99 Days Before Christmas: Trains 🚂

Aren’t these huge dirty chunks of heavy metal magical?? Hahaha!!

In seriousness, though, I find them amazing. I suppose my admiration was intertwined into my DNA.

I was born in this small Eastern city called Bellaire. At the time of my arrival, Bellaire was still a predominantly industrial area. We had the natural means of travel via tracks and the Ohio River.


I’m so thankful to have come from a place that provided jobs, a future, and more to so many families. My childhood home sat on a hill. All the years I lived there, the background noise was muffled. Life was too crazy.

When I moved, to a new little area, I heard that old familiar sound. The whistle of a train resonated through my window.

Wherever I live, everywhere I go, and whatever is around, I hope for a grand site. Whether it’s The Polar Express, The Christmas Train, Harry Potter, a real life ride, or museum display, I will admire these amazing vehicles.

Thanks for reading!

Nova Namastè

14 Days Before Christmas: Skating

Kristi Yamaguchi was my favorite ice skater, growing up. Nancy Kerrigan was spot number 2. They danced on ice, gliding and twisting like beautiful snowflakes.

I didn’t ice skate much; but, I did rollerblade. I started with skates, and graduated to the professional wheels. Recently, on TikTok, I watched a few older men enjoy the rink. Oh I was jealous lol. It was then, that I remembered something I’ve recently discovered about myself, that I had forgotten.

I LOVE that feeling of being on that wide open space, free from everything around me. There was an untouchable solitude in swirling through the cool air, while listening to the music.

I’m too old to begin figure skating; but, I am never too old to discover more about me. I may not be on the ice; but, I can watch and admire the beauty of those who are capable.

Enjoy ⛸️

Then we can’t forget this Tonya Harding nonsense.

These crews are so talented.

Thank you for reading!

With Love and Light,

Nova Namastè

15 Days Before Christmas: Christmas Around The World

Honestly, I’m not nearly as cultured in my knowledge of Christmas as I’d like. I plan on reading up on this in the next year. Here’s some great resources that can teach all of us the amazing diversity of this wonderful holiday.


Keeping My Kiddo Busy

Around The Kampfire

Kids Read Now

Why Christmas (super cool site!)

Table Life Blog


Teachers Pay Teachers Printables


Christmas Around the World: A Christmas Holiday Book for Kids

A World of Cookies for Santa: Follow Santa’s Tasty Trip Around the World: A Christmas Holiday Book for Kids

How Kids Celebrate Christmas Around the World (Kids Around the World)

Twas the Night Before Christmas on the Farm: Celebrate the Holidays with this Sweet Farm Animal Book for Children

My Big Wimmelbook―Christmas Village

Hope you enjoy!

With Love and Light,


16 Days Before Christmas: Snowflakes

Isn’t it interesting how much snow is associated with Christmas for many of us. I’ve lived in Ohio my whole life. It’s a perfect pair.

For those of you, in the warmer areas, does snow come to mind when you think about this holiday?

What I want to point out, though, is this: no two snowflakes are the same. Never was… Never will be. How incredibly miraculous is that.

Here’s more of the magic in snowflakes:

Then, here, We have a different perspective snowflakes.

With Love and Light,