I’m struggling badly, today. It’s frightening.
I feel isolated. I feel abandoned. I feel awkward
and too much to handle. I feel my only real friend,
died. I feel I’m too difficult, so people leave. I feel
I’m too closed off to trust anyone.. And I’m too
opened to helping others. I feel like it’s so difficult
to be active on social media. Everything and
anything can be taken so far out of context.
I feel I’ll never understand a healthy marriage. I
there’s something wrong with my body, right
now; but, I don’t have the energy to dive into it.
I’m depressed. I’m unappreciated. I have
canceled twice on my initial therapy session.
Right now, I’m empty and exhausted.
I’m going to sleep. Hopefully, the rest will help.