I’m struggling right now. Toxicity and confusion are within my space of peace. I don’t know if it’s due to a person.. Or if it’s a poor combination of us both.
I know within the last four days, I accomplished something I put off for nearly a decade. I drove three hours down to see my biological family, and the three hours back. This was six plus hours in the matter of three days.
I’m angry this recent toxicity didn’t even recognize my accomplishment. I’m upset that the trauma, of which I had no part, is now being used to hurt me.
I don’t know. I don’t feel good about it. I’m just going to leave it alone.. Unpacking and housework should keep me occupied enough, for now.
Personally, this post feels half complete. The entirety of my emotions and thoughts are caught up in the fog. Feels crappy knowing I always want to publish wonderful content for you all.
So, thank you for stopping by. I appreciate you all.
With Love and Light,