Can’t You Understand

I can’t read minds.

I never think your demons are your own to deal with.

I asked about work and your mental health… you choose not to tell me…

I’m not cruel and care everything about how you week went.

I’m complicated but I try my hardest to “keep up” with everything Calandra, Zivah, and you need before myself.

I’m not always pleasant but I’m learning..

I might seem selfish.. and sometimes I am selfish.. but it’s only because I know what it’s like to be taken advantage of… and not even on a priority list.

You’re going to be sick of me sometimes..

You’re going to hate my attitude…

You’re going to be pissed off as if I don’t consider you at all..

But, I do.. and I’m trying my hardest to do things right for me so I can be the best version of myself for everyone else!

You all deserve 100% and then some….

I can’t deliver it from an empty cup…

Nova Namastè

Published by Nova

“She made broken look beautiful and strong look invincible. She walked with the Universe on her shoulders and made it look like a pair of wings.” -Ariana Dancu

9 thoughts on “Can’t You Understand

        1. As you know I play in a Salvation army band. I need to tell leader that because of my health I need to give it up. 😫 Trouble is there is only 1 player(me) in the section of the band I’m in. Take me away she’s got no one

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