Can’t You Understand

I can’t read minds.

I never think your demons are your own to deal with.

I asked about work and your mental health… you choose not to tell me…

I’m not cruel and care everything about how you week went.

I’m complicated but I try my hardest to “keep up” with everything Calandra, Zivah, and you need before myself.

I’m not always pleasant but I’m learning..

I might seem selfish.. and sometimes I am selfish.. but it’s only because I know what it’s like to be taken advantage of… and not even on a priority list.

You’re going to be sick of me sometimes..

You’re going to hate my attitude…

You’re going to be pissed off as if I don’t consider you at all..

But, I do.. and I’m trying my hardest to do things right for me so I can be the best version of myself for everyone else!

You all deserve 100% and then some….

I can’t deliver it from an empty cup…

Nova Namastè

9 thoughts on “Can’t You Understand

        1. As you know I play in a Salvation army band. I need to tell leader that because of my health I need to give it up. 😫 Trouble is there is only 1 player(me) in the section of the band I’m in. Take me away she’s got no one

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